
Hi All,
Been a while.
So my dad died. He had a relatively benign problem when he went into the hospital, and they ended up giving him antibiotics. The antibiotics caused him to get C. Diff. (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clostridium_difficile) The staff didn't diagnose the c. diff for 5 whole days, and by the time they figured it out he was in septic shock, which is pretty much the end of it. But they did surgery, and he didn't wake up, and didn't wake up, but then he finally did. He was still pretty out of it though. Then he had one complication after another and finally said screw it. Sad way for him to go considering all he had been through and that he was otherwise pretty healthy.
This of course caused me to do some soul searching, which of course started out as a bender. After all that there was some new found resolve to try and quit drinking, again. (Two weeks so far, a short term goal) But I figured I'd try and be serious about it this time. (Again perhaps) But this time I actually decided to find a counselor to talk to and try and work stuff out. That's been helpful. Also a friend suggested trying out some L-glutamine, which is suppose to help quell sugar cravings. It does seem to help with the alcohol cravings some, but by no means all. I'm dying for a drink right now but practicing some self control. It's really not any fun. Anyway here's to hoping.


